Forgotten grace
The story goes there was a nun who claimed to hear from God each night. The priest, skeptical, told her to ask God to tell her all the things the priest had mentioned at his last confession.
The next time they met up he asked what God had told her. She replied, "God said, 'I forgot.'"
Hebrews 10:3 says "But in those [old] sacrifices there is a reminder of sins year by year."
All the the things we try to do for forgiveness only serve to remind us of sin God has forgotten. We cannot keep doing things to keep us locked up in shame and guilt.
In Jesus, God has forgotten all of our sin; past, present, and future.
I am soaking in the fact God has already forgotten all the sin I have not yet committed. The sins I will commit are already forgotten. (Heb. 10:17)
Grace will always be ridiculous to me.