Archived Moment

I found this old journal entry today, and I love what it is doing to me NOW...years later. ----------

I waited and tried to listen.  Frustrated with the silence and no answer, I went to the restroom and back to bed.  Then just before I fell asleep, I lay there with eyes wide open when I heard the still small voice in my heart:

"PC, I am not a genie.  I am your God, and I love you.  If you want strength, I am not just going to GIVE you strength.  It will start to get really difficult now.  Will you be strong in those times or not.  I am not a genie; I am your God who loves you."