Maya Angelou made me do it

"I've learned that people will forget what you said. People will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel." -Maya Angelou

This quote has been on my mind a lot this week.

I am made to reflect on my interactions a bit. I am made to pay closer attention to the people I come across in a day. I am made to change my outlook on relationships I maintain. I am made to realize how much energy and time I have wasted trying to get people to remember things I've said or done. I am made to see my wife differently. I made to see my students, my barista, and you differently. I am made to approach my enemies differently. I am made to ask a lot of questions I have never asked. I am made to self-evaluate the way I treat myself.

Brennan Manning wrote, "In conversation, the disciple who is truly poor in spirit always leaves the other person with the feeling, 'My life has been enriched by talking with you.'"

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What things would change if you believed this statement?

When I Will Worry [poem]

His television told him to worry, and he wanted me to worry with him. My lacking concern worried him more.

“We are in a recession; in case you were unaware.”

After an educational statement of the American economy demise, he asked me when I was going to begin worrying.

I answered:

I will worry when our dogs do not dress and eat better than most of the world

I will worry when I do not water my lawn and flush my toilet with life saving water

When we are not playing survival games in countries where people live for money they will never see

I will worry when this country learns the difference between “entitled” and “privileged”

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What would you add to this poem?

The True Gospel of Influence and Image

Without looking, which stories in the gospels stick out to you as they have influenced your life the most? It is an interestingly telling question and approach to the gospels. I like the question because it reveals a few things.

INFLUENCE - it tells of your largest influences, but further, it tells of which stories you remember well enough to retell with adequacy and passion. Simply, the question reveals influence.

IMAGE - It is also telling of your strongest image of Jesus, and thus, of God. It may not be the only image, but it is likely your most prominant and relational image of God.

For me: Without looking, the prodigal son pops out immediately. Then comes Mary and Martha, the adulterous woman, and then the cross.

There are a few questions that reveals for me: What might these stories reveal about my prominant image of God? Why does the cross NOT come first? Shouldn't it?

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Without looking, which gospel stories stick out to you as the most influential on you?

When Suffering Becomes Sinful

I have been taking a very slow walk through the book of James. Coming to it nearly a verse per day! Though my personal time is at James 1:4 right now, I am still thinking a lot about 1:2.

"Consider it pure joy, my brothers and sisters, whenever you face trials of many kinds."

A stronger look at the word "trials" has revealed more than ever really noticed before. It comes from the Greek word pierasmos and it means "putting proof to". It is a sense of testing...it is a sens of temptation. Some translations actually read 'temptations'.

"Consider it pure joy, my brothers and sisters when you face temptations of many kinds."

Now we cannot get too far away to forget the sense we originally understood of trials being similar to the difficulties, struggles, and tensions we face and here and now. These are suffering! We are not to think the author did not mean suffering or trials.

What we need to understad is that our suffering is temptation.

When we face trials, struggles, difficulties, and suffering, we are being tempted. We are facing pierasmos. We are being put to proof.

Regardless of the circumstances, when we are tempted, we are not sinning. It is when temptation places in front of us a decision whether or not to obey God's command's and we choose not to that we sin.

Now again, remember, our suffering is temptation.

When we are suffering, we are faced with a decision. We may choose to obey God's command in response to our suffering (which is to choose joy) OR we can choose sin and disobedience (which would be bitterness, anger, pity, etc.).

Each moment we face suffering or trials, we are being tempted, and we would do well to look to God and his Word for wisdom in what reactions and decisions to make in those moments.

It is not easier a temptation to face than lust, greed, or pride.

Coffee Shop Commandments: part 2

Here is the second installment of Coffee Shop Commandments you need to be aware of if you are to visit a coffee shop at any point in the future.

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Thou shalt not play your guitar Just because there are open mic nights at this establishment, it is not an indicator of this being a constant testing ground for your new song or whatever cover song you're working on right now. All these people are NOT here to hear you play. Leave your guitar at home. (Your song isn't that great anyway. I'm sorry...I'm a friend)

Thou shalt not drink of the outside Why is this commandment necessary? Honestly, this is a business and though their competitors' ads may be accepted, their competitors' PRODUCT is not. You may not bring another company's coffee into this shop. It is not rude for them to ask you throw it away; you are rude for having brought it in.

Thou shalt not make this your marriage bed You would be offended if I sat next to or in front of you with a bucket of popcorn and a video camera while you and your significant other make out on the coffee shop couch, but I cannot understand why you're offended. You quite obviously wanted your affection to be a spectator sport or you wouldn't have chosen to do so in a public coffee shop. You are gross!

You shall talk to others Yes, we all have work to do. That is why many of us are here, but don't be afraid to speak with others. If you come here all the time, there is no reason we should not know one another. If you are here all the time, you should know the baristas' names.  You should start to recognize the others who are here all the time...engage with the community you are observing.

You GOTTA hear this

I keep ongoing lists on my iphone. Here is my current list of artists Im trying out or need to buy. What are your thoughts. The Drawing Room Future of Forestry Gungor Fair Robbie Seay Band John Mark McMillan Pokey Lafarge Chris Bathgate Playdough Commoners and Kings Lilies and Sparrows PND The Devil Makes Three Justin Townes Earle The Red River Nathan Arnold Armin Van Burren Brandon Flowers Ugly Casanova Owen Drops Like Stars (video) Jeremy Fisher Going Down Swinging Baths Beach House Foals The Drums Damien Jurado The Tallest Man on Earth Menomena Sun Kil Moon LCD Soundsystem Nana Grizol Hellogoodbye Local Natives Aloe Blacc Junip Avi Buffalo The Besnard Lakes Black Keys Born Ruffians Dr Dog Mimicking Birds The Morning Benders the Radio Dept Chris Staples Fanfarlo Steve Means David Wax Museum PJ Morton Cold War kids Green River Ordinance Lecrae Katie Costello The Go! Team The Civil Wars Neutral Milk Hotel

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What artists are on your music to try list?

70% [poem]

They have left her dimly litas a dome light in a dark room

no stirring breath remains in the pixelated remnant

only a faint breeze wafts the dusty laundry on a frayed line and rusty cothespins with a white-knuckled grasp

He never intended this desolation but her emptiness leaves only hope

for them

not only to return but to garner together the s c a t t e r e d intoone

her floorboard screams for love her walls beg them to join on both of her sides

Only then can she be called beautiful and authentic

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This is a sermon I have 'poemized'  as a goal I set for this year.

Why I am Nervous to Teach The Ragamuffin Gospel

This Sunday I will begin a class I am teaching over the book by Brennan Manning, The Ragamuffin Gospel. It is my favorite book of all time, and I am strangely nervous to teach about it.

I am nervous because:

1. It is my favorite book. The lesson of recommending your favorite book to someone is one not many have learned. Not everyone is going to have the same experience with the book as you did, face it! I had to learn a while ago to be selective with my excitement for the book recommendation, but I'm not just recommending the book; I am TEACHING it.

2. I don't know how Is it a book study or a class? Can we not keep pretending that everyone actually reads the book in a book study? So the question becomes, "If I am accepting not everyone will read it, should I just teach through it at the risk of repeating what some WILL HAVE read? OR Do I go on pretending they read and make a book study at the risk of everyone looking blankly at the only one who HAS read it...ME?

3. Uneducated people may attend Aristotle said, "The mark of an educated mind is one that is able to entertain a thought without accepting it." Human beings have a tendency to hear one thing they disagree with and throw the baby out with the bathwater. Yes, Brennan Manning is a flawed ragamuffin of a man; he is likely to say some things which aren't perfect, but so do I. So does your senior pastor. So does your favorite author, but those people also write and say many other great things to present Jesus to us.

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If you're in the Sacramento area and are interested in attending the class, it is on Sunday mornings for the next 6 weeks at 11:30a at First Covenant Church.

What Would You Say...You Do

[youtube=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tpog1_NFd2Q&w=480&h=390] I understand a group of people you do not take the time to know.

I help those people  feel less lonely in a drowning ocean of disconnection.

I help those people see hope where they had never recognized it.

I walk hand in hand with people toward a God who seems far off and immense...at first.

I make impending life-decisions seem like manageable tasks.

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The most creatively you can, what would you say you do?

Why Campus Ministry?

My friends at Heart of Campus Ministry asked me to contribute to their current blog series entitled, Why Campus Ministry asking us to tell why we do what we do...in 200 words or less. Here is the link to my post today. Why Campus Ministry? :: PC Walker.