What if I was never hungry again; I was always full? I imagine the joy of a great meal would be lost. I imagine I would grow lazy and have nothing to desire. Though God is the only one capable of thoroughly fulfilling my deepest hunger, thirst, and desire, i am convinced he never will. It does not matter how much I pray and ask for that fulfillment, it will never come. For to fulfill my deepest desire would break down the pursuit. God will have me pursue him as long as I live on this earth because I will always desire more. I will always thirst for more. I always desire to be closer and closer to my Abba.

My Abba would never fulfill the desire that keeps me coming to him.